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你有多大 How old are you?
什么 What?
再说一下你的年龄 Tell me again how old you are.
21岁 Twenty-one.
你看起来要更年轻一些 You look young for your age.
人们并非总是和外表一致 麦克尔斯太太 People aren't always as they seem, Mrs. Michaels.
我喜欢他的太空服 I like his, uh, astronaut costume.
我们只有这样 It was, uh, the only way
才能让他在屋外时 we could get him to wear his protective gear
穿上防护装备 outside the house.
并不是说我们要经常带他出门 Not that we take him out very often.
你还是学生吗 And you're a student?
是的 不过我休学了一个学期 Yes, um, but I am taking the semester off
来认真完成论文 to focus on my thesis.
我猜你是为了完成学术论文 And I'm assuming your work at the university
才来应征我们的广告 is why you answered our ad.
是的 夫人 我在研究 Yes, ma'am. I'm working on children
患有严重过敏症的孩子 with severe allergies.
额 你知道 Um, you know,
有最新的研究表明 some new studies
过敏原因更多是由心理方面造成的 而非物理方面 say that allergies are more mental than physical.
一些研究人员在尝试更激进的方法 Some researchers have been trying something more radical.
-比如用麦角酸 -你有车吗 -Lysergic acid-- -Do you own a car?
没有 No.
不过我可以搭公交或者走路来 Um, but I can take the bus or walk.
我住的不远 I'm not far.
你有男朋友吗 Do you have a boyfriend?
哦 额 Oh, um...
没有 No.
哇哦 Wow.
我喜欢这个 I like this.
画的真棒 It's really good.
你看过吗 Did you see?
看过 Yeah.
那你的家人呢 And what about your family?
你读书时也和他们一起住的吗 Do you live with them while you're at school?
我其实没有家人 I... don't have a family actually.
不过我觉得这让我更为合适 Um, but I think that's what makes me better.
因为我可以好好陪伴约翰尼 Because I can be Johnny's.
不会为其他事分心 And I won't be distracted.
他的上一位保姆和你很像 His previous sitter was like you.
不同的是 她有更多的保姆经验 But unlike you, she had much more babysitting experience.
这个嘛 Well, um...
我知道如何和孩子相处 I just know I'm great with kids.
照顾孩子和动物 Kids and animals.
你喜欢小动物吗 约翰尼 Do you like animals, Johnny?
他不会说话 He doesn't speak.
我想 I guess...
我想他喜欢你 I guess he likes you.
那就好 因为我也喜欢他 Good, because I like him too.
你有戴首饰吗 Are you wearing jewelry?
-没有 -他对镍过敏 -No. -He's allergic to nickel.
她是谁 Who's she?
他也会对所有动物过敏 He's also allergic to all animals,
还有糖 麦麸 植物种子 sugar, gluten, seeds of any kind,
草莓 烟雾 人造织物 strawberries, smoke, artificial fabrics,
所以只能给他玩有机填充玩具 so please only organic stuffed animals.
我的办公室里有完整的清单 There's a whole list in my office.
我还得给你看下他的常规处方 I'll have to show you his prescription routine.
你可能需要抄下来 You'll want to write it all down.
他每天下午都要小睡一会儿 He takes a nap every afternoon.
通常情况下 他一整天都会在床上待着 He's in bed, typically, seven till seven.
当然 当他受到过度刺激时 And, of course, there's quiet playtime
也会起来安静地玩耍 for when he's overstimulated.
他的新药物会让他嗜睡 His new medication knocks him out.
这比之前我们都以为他是自闭症时 It's better than the stuff they put him on
给的药物有用多了 when we all thought it was autism.
如果在午睡时间他不想睡觉 If he fights you when it's time for nap,
你就告诉他可以不用睡觉 just tell him he doesn't actually have to sleep.
就闭眼冥想也行 Just treat it like a meditation.
能关下门吗 Could you close the door?
在当保姆期间 Along with babysitting,
我们会需要你做一些简单的家务 you're expected to do light housework.
包括洗碗 清理冰箱 That includes dishes, cleaning out the fridge,
收拾灶台 cleaning off the countertops,
保持约翰尼的游戏室干净整齐 keeping Johnny's playroom clean and put away.
当然 还需要整理床铺 And, of course, making the beds.
噢 对不起 额 Oh, sorry! Um...
抱歉 我只是有点紧张 Sorry, I'm just nervous.
对不起 Sorry.
我要忙着发行图书 I'm getting busy with my book release.
-所以我们才需要…… -我 -Which is why we need-- -Me.
《苦中作乐》 The Pleasure of Pain.
一本恋爱 两性和自我发现指南 A Guide to Love, Sex, and Self-discovery.
不错 Cool.
如果你想找老公 If you were looking for a husband
或者发现自我 or a sense of self,
不过我觉得你还很年轻 but I think you're still too young
不用去看这些东西 to appreciate something like this.
好的 夫人 Yes, ma'am.
我需要你明白 I need you to understand
约翰尼的过敏症很严重 that Johnny's allergies are severe.
也就是说你如果不严格按照我的指令做事 That means that if you don't follow my explicit instructions,
他可能会死 he could die.
无论什么情况 And under no circumstances
你都不能让他离开屋子 are you to let Johnny leave the property.
除了我刚才所说的重要事项 Not with the full weight of what I just said.
你清不清楚你要承担的责任 Do you understand the level of responsibility
有多重 you would be taking on?
我要你说出来 I need to hear you say it.
我清楚 I understand.
失陪 Excuse me.
如果你要抢劫我 If you're here to rob me,
我把所有的财宝都埋在了后院里 I keep all my valuables buried in the backyard.
冰箱里有巧克力 你想吃的话可以拿 Chocolate in the fridge if you want one.
额 不用 你好 我叫米莉森特 Uh, no. Hi. I'm Millicent.
我知道你是谁 I know who you are.
所以我妻子雇佣了你 So, my wife hired you.
怎么不说话了 Cat got your tongue?
抱歉 Sorry, uh...
我有点被你吓到了 You just frightened me.
嗯 被我吓到 看来你没希望了 Mmm. Frightened of me? There's no hope for you.
要巧克力吗 Chocolate?
所以你经常当保姆吗 So, you do a lot of babysitting?
偶尔 Sometimes.
所以你是 So, you're, uh...
木匠吗 a carpenter?
-嗯哼 -你在打造什么 -Mm-hmm. -What are you building?
做一些永远都做不完的东西 Something that will never get finished.
你衣服都没穿 You're not dressed.
嗯 你也没穿 Hmm. You are.
-别胡闹 -该死 - Not now. - Shit.
住手 Stop.
快去换衣服 我们要错过预约了 Please go change. We're gonna miss our reservation.
麻烦把碗洗了 Please do the dishes.
你可以用我的干洗机 And I'll have you take my dry cleaning,
这样你明早就可以拿出来 so you can drop it in the morning.
疯婆子 Crazy bitch.
你这段时间一直在来 All this time you've been coming here,
我为你过去几个月的进步 I've been so proud of you and your progress
感到自豪 these last couple of months.
你的去麦角酸微量治疗 Your microdose treatment with delysergic acid
对你的心理健康很有帮助 has proven beneficial to your mental health.
所以我们可以开始减少剂量 So, we can begin lowering your dose.
什么 What?
剂量过多会引起幻觉 A larger dose would lead to hallucinations.
不 不会的 No, that won't happen.
你不必讨好我 You don't have to pander to me.
我只是来倾听 I'm just here to listen
并且帮助你 and help you.
我知道 I--I know.
我也不是想为难你 I'm not trying to be difficult.
你其他的问题呢 What about your other problem?
什么其他的问题 What other problems?
你不用骗我 You don't have to lie to me in here.
我没有骗你 I'm not lying.
我没有其他问题 I don't have any problems.
你大部分人生都是在寄养体系中度过 You've been in the foster care system for most of your life.
你还没有找到合适的归宿 You haven't quite found the right fit yet.
他们都很好 They were all very nice.
但父亲都是一个样 But... the fathers were all the same.
也许都是我的错 Maybe it's my fault.
不是 No.
你控制不了 You are not in control
别人对你的回应 of how anyone responds to you.
你唯一可以控制的 The only thing that you can control,
就是你如何应对这个情形 is how you respond to a situation.
你想要什么 What do you want?
取得好成绩 去读大学 Get good grades and go to college--
告诉我你自己想要的 别说这些 Tell me what you want. Don't tell me
你认为我希望你所想的 what you think I want for you.
好吧 Well, I...
我在公园里 see these mothers
看到那些母亲 in the park,
推着婴儿车 pushing their strollers,
相互聊天 talking to each other,
但她们都没有看一眼 and they don't even, not even once,
她们的孩子 look at their kids.
妈妈 妈妈 Mom! Mom!
妈妈 Mom!
你和妈妈走失了吗 Did your mom lose you?
那让你有什么感觉 How does that make you feel?
很失望 Disappointed.
妈妈 妈妈 Mom! Mom.
你们有孩子走丢吗 Any of you lose one?
你都不担心吗 Weren't you worried?
你没有走丢 去玩吧 You weren't lost. Now, go play.
妈妈在聊天呢 Mommy's talking.
走丢 Lost.
在公园走丢 Lost in the park.
她们身在福中 They have this lucky life
却不知福 and they can't even see it.
很抱歉 不过我有点困惑 I'm so sorry, but I'm confused.
-你想成为她们吗 -不想 -Do you want to be them? -No.
我想比她们更好 I want to be better than them.
跟我来 我们离开这里 Come on with me. Let's get you out of here.
她要带她去干嘛 快看 What is she doing with her? Look.
嘿 Hey!
你们要去哪儿 嘿 Where are you going-- Hey!
你在干嘛 What are you doing?
不 No!
你不准乱跑 You stay here.
-韦尔什医生 -嗯哼 -Dr. Welsh? -Hmm?
要是我…… What if I...
脑子里在想暴力的事该怎么办 think about violent things?
喜欢去想暴力 Like doing them?
女人不是暴力的生物 Women aren't violent,
而且你自己也说了想成为一名母亲 and you just said you want to be a mother.
这些都是好兆头 This is all good.
说明你会共情 It means that you're empathetic.
你知道共情是什么意思吗 You know what that means, "empathetic"?
不知道 No.
你的天性会让你感他人所感 Your natural disposition is to feel
然后帮助他们 how others feel and help them.
他一个月都没有写过东西 He doesn't write anything for a month,
而对个陌生人 他就写个嗨 and some stranger gets a "hi"?
嘿 为他们能交流感到高兴吧 Hey, just be happy he's able to communicate with her.
我猜她应该很…… I take it she's very, um...
天真 innocent?
她还是处女 如果你是想问这个 She's a virgin, if that's what you're asking.
我问她男朋友的时候 她都是一副受惊的表情 I mean, she freaked out when I used the word "boyfriend".
我不是想问这个 It's not what I'm asking.
这样不合适 That's inappropriate.
我意思是 她不像萨曼莎那样 I mean, she's not like Samantha.
那是你喝的最后一瓶 Is that your last beer
还是只剩这最后一瓶 or the last beer?
都是 Both.
哇哦 Wow.
掐我脖子 Choke me.
-现在吗 -掐我 -Right now? -Choke me.
我无法再做到 I... can't anymore.
为什么 Why?
我只是不想这么做 I just... I don't want to.
你已经是个母亲了 I mean, you're a mother.
试试吧 Just--just try.
是的 Yes...
没事的 我拿了肾上腺素 It's okay. I got the EpiPen.
好的 好的 Okay. Okay.
帮帮我们 Help us!
嘿嘿 孩子 没事的 没事的 Hey, hey, bud. It's okay. It's okay.
怎么了 这东西不是我给他的 他肯定进了我的储物间 What? I didn't give it to him. He must've got into my stash.
我一直陪着他的 雅各布 I was there with him every time. Jacob, you need to be
-你应该更小心一些的 -又不是比赛 -more goddamned careful. -It's not a competition.
-当然不是 -你跟我说你爱他 -Of course, it's not. -You told me you loved him
-比我爱的多 -去你的 -more than me. -Fuck you.
那个庸医只是利用他做试验 That quack doctor is just using him to experiment on
在破坏我们的安全 and it's costing us our safety.
拜托 你就听我一句劝吧 Come on. Be on my side with this.
劝什么 劝什么 What side?What side?
你知道他并没有过敏症 You know he doesn't have any allergies.
你刚都看见了 You just saw it!
这只是你为了说服自己找的借口 Stupid fucking excuses you've convinced yourself of
这样你就不用面对这该死的真相 so you don't have to face the goddamned truth!
什么真相 What truth?
我们的儿子 That our son...
病了 is sick.
若真的为他好 就需要送他去 And caring for him means sending him somewhere
可以医治他的地方 they can actually do that.
我找到这么一个地方 I found a place.
好吗 Okay?
只有二十分钟的路程 我联系过他们 It's just 20 minutes away. I called them
他们看起来有能力医治好他 and they seem like they'd be a really good fit.
你是说抛弃他 You mean abandon him.
把他扔给陌生人 To strangers.
你知道的 You know.
你心知肚明 You know firsthand
他的能力 what he's capable of.
我们不抛弃家人 We don't abandon family.
艾米丽 Emily!
米莉 Millie?
艾米丽 吃早餐了 Emily, breakfast!
你不吃吗 Aren't you going to have any?
要吃 Yes.
学校怎么样 How's school?
嗯 还不错 Mmm. Good.
我都没有看到你的成绩单 I still haven't seen your report card.
你喜欢这个新工作吗 Do you like the new job?
那个父亲人挺好的 The dad is nice, I guess.
是我没有照顾好你吗 Haven't I always taken good care of you?
我不是说这个 It's not about that.
你答应过我们以后要一起离开这里 You promised we would go away together after.
那个男孩 他需要我 This boy... needs me.
我也需要你 I need you.
我希望你可以在家陪我 I want you here at home with me.
你跟我说那些人伤害你 You told me that every one of them hurt you.
没有一个人像我这样对你这么好 That none of them treated you as well as I do.
所以我收留了你 And that's why I agreed to take you in.
你是说 Are you saying...
我不再让你感到开心吗 that I don't make you happy anymore?
我开心 I'm happy.
别觉得好笑 Don't make fun.
我没觉得好笑 I'm-- I'm not making fun.
真的没有 Honest, I'm not.
你跟我说过我很特别 You told me I'm special.
你还希望我为你做什么 What else do you want me to do for you?!
告诉我你是我的 Tell me you're mine.
没有人是属于谁的 No one belongs to anyone.
没有人 Not really.
不要厌倦我 Don't get bored of me.
你说过一旦你厌倦了 你就会离开 You said if you got bored, you'd leave.
你需要理发了 You need a haircut.
你看 Look.
嘿 Hey.
-嘿 小伙 -看 是个苹果芽 -Hey, bud. -Look, it's an apple bud.
苹果在结成果实之前就长这个样子 It's what an apple looks like before it finds the sunshine.
他很聪明 He's smart.
你不用教导般地跟他说话 You don't have to talk down to him.
噢 我没有 Oh, I--I wasn't.
我不是这个意思 I didn't mean to.
像对其他小朋友一样对他就行了 Just treat him like any other kid.
其实你为何不带他在屋子周围走走呢 In fact, why don't you take him on a walk around the property?
丽贝卡很少让他出来 Rebecca doesn't really let him out much.
这块好像从太空落下的 This looks like a meteorite
陨石 from space.
这是什么 What is it?
你父母知道这个吗 Do your parents know about this?
那你的过敏症呢 What about your allergies?
来 等一下 Here. Hang on.
给 Here.
我们把它带回家 然后做成钥匙扣 We'll take it home and we'll make it into a keychain.
这样你就可以一直留着了 That way, you can keep it forever.
好吗 你想不想试着学习 Okay? Do you want to try and learn
怎么做 how to?
你还藏着其他的吗 Do you have another one?
切的时候你一定要离远一点 You always want to cut away from yourself.
不要对着自己 Never towards you.
早上好啊 幸运符 Good morning, Lucky.
我要知道你已经彻底明白 I need to know that you understand.
我明白 I understand.
红唇露出水面之上 Ruby lips above the water
口吐泡沬柔软细腻 Blowing bubbles soft and fine ♪
但是唉 我不会游泳 But alas I was no swimmer
所以我失去了…… So I lost my--
别抹我衣服上 Not on the dress!
举起手来 约翰尼警官 Stick 'em up, Officer Johnny!
你最好去换身衣服 You'd better go change those clothes.
嘿 抱歉 我现在才能脱身 Hey, I'm sorry. I was only just able to pull away.
你赶不上了 You're not gonna make it.
他们因为设计问题多留了我一会儿 They kept me late at designing
导致我错过了航班 对不起 and they made me miss my flight. I'm really sorry.
如果这本书卖不出去 If nobody buys this book,
我们会买不起约翰尼的生日礼物 we can't afford Johnny's birthday presents
-也承担不起治疗费用 -这不是重点 -or medical expenses. -That's not the point.
好吧 让保姆先别走 Just-- Okay, then have the sitter stay.
你说过你一个人照顾不好约翰尼 You said you couldn't take care of Johnny yourself.
所以我们才请了她 That's what we have her for.
我会坐下一班飞机回家 I'll be on the next flight home.
给 Here.
你的收藏 For your collection.
它可以给你带来好运 It's supposed to bring you good luck.
这笔报酬可以用来付薪水 Hopefully, this pays for this job.
他甚至没有吃掉蛋糕 Didn't even eat his cake.
真的吗 那真奇怪 Really? So strange.
而且这个不含糖的蛋糕也没多大一个 Not that it was much of one without any real sugar.
好吧 那些蜡烛也是新的 Well, the fire thing is new.
我们应该没有做错什么吧 We're not doing something wrong, are we?
你应该在这里的 Well, you should've been here.
哇哦 你好撅嘴 Wow. So pouty.
要不我给你做补偿 How about I make it up to you?
你应该补偿他 不是补偿我 You should want to make it up to him, not me.
好吧 Okay.
不过 But, um...
你怎么补偿 how?
这个嘛 首先 Well... first,
我会先跪下 I'd get down on my knees,
然后张开嘴巴 and open my mouth.
然后 Then...
-你可以拉开裤子拉链 -嗯哼 -you could unzip your pants. -Mm-hmm.
-啊哈 -要慢慢的 -Uh-huh. -But slowly,
因为你想得到我的渴望 because you want me to keep begging for it.
-接下来 -嗯哼 -And... -Mm-hmm.
你可以扶着我的头 ...you can take the back of my head
撬开我的嘴巴 ...and yank my mouth open.
含住你的整根…… so I can wrap it around your co--
你很会照顾他 You're good with him.
我觉得你儿子很特别 Well, I think your son is really special.
我很高兴有你在 I'm glad you're here.
米莉 Millie.
在你来之前 Before you came,
家里只有我们三个 it was just the three of us.
你知道 You know--
你知道那种噩梦吗 You know that dream
你想要呼吸 却喘不出气 when you're trying to breathe but you can't?
然后你每次想要吸气时 And then, every time you try to suck in air,
都会张开嘴巴 you open your mouth,
但什么都吸不进 and nothing comes.
然后在梦里 And then, in your dream,
会体验到死亡 you die trying.
你喜欢空气吗 You like air?
哦 约翰尼 你尿裤子了 Oh, Johnny. You wet yourself.
没关系 走 我带你去换衣服 It's okay. Come on. Let's--let's go get you changed.
希望我们没有吓到你 I wish we weren't afraid of you.
生日快乐 Happy birthday.
哇 好可爱的装扮 Aww, cute costume!
有时候 我也会笑不出来 Sometimes, I don't feel like smiling either.
哦 不是那样的 Oh, it's not that.
他回应这个世界的方式 He responds to the world
和你们的有所不同 not in the same way you would.
了解 I see.
看起来他确实很爱他的妈妈 Well, seems like he really loves his mom.
-这不是重点 -那你说什么是重点 -That's not the point. -Then tell me what it is.
-我现在很生气 -你饶了我吧 -I'm so mad right now. -Give me a break.
没关系 没关系 It's okay. It's okay.
嘿 没关系 Hey, it's okay.
看着我 约翰尼 Okay, um, look at me, Johnny.
看着我 捂住耳朵 Look at me. Cover your ears.
好吗 Okay?
这样就没那么吵了 对吗 Then it's not as loud, right?
跟我呼吸 好吗 一起吸气 Let's breathe, okay? In, together.
吐气 Breathe out.
吸气 Breathe in.
吐气 Breathe out.
有我在你身边 When I'm with you,
就不会有坏事发生 nothing bad can happen.
好吗 Okay?
好的 Okay.
来吧 我们走 Come on, let's go.
来吧 Come on.
我在你这么大的时候 When I was your age...
到这儿来 Here.
我会假装自己是一个外星人 I used to pretend that I was an alien.
准备好了吗 Ready?
而且我真的很希望自己是外星人 And I really, really wanted it to be true.
这样 It was--
这样能让我在不同的家庭间辗转时好受一点 It was just easier going from home to home.
所以我希望我想的是真的 I pretended that was the truth.
换你啦 Goose!
而不想去接受现实 Instead of what it actually was.
所以我决定了 So, I decided
我来到地球上的目的 it was my purpose on Earth
就是研究人类 to study humans.
去更好的了解人类 但是 To better understand them, but...
我无法融入他们 I wasn't allowed to be a part of them.
那是我的使命 That was my mission.
而且 And...
我很擅长此事 And I was good with that.
这…… That's...
反正我觉得没有人和我有相同的感受 I didn't feel like anyone has the same feelings as me anyways.
或者至少说 他们不愿承认 Or, at least, they didn't admit it.
大多数人 约翰尼 Most people, Johnny,
他们都是骗子 they're liars.
但你不是 Not you.
就好像 It's like...
就好像我可以一眼把你看穿 It's like I can see all of you at once.
没有任何隐藏 And nothing's hidden.
别害怕 Don't be scared.
我也不害怕 I'm not scared.
看到吗 See?
没事的 It's all okay.
你知道吗 我为你也是冒了生命危险 You know, I'd just about die for you.
我们走吧 Here we go.
我知道他该理发了 I know he needs a haircut.
哦 不是 我…… Oh, no. I--
只是他根本坐不住 He just won't sit still.
大多数孩子都不喜欢理发 I mean, most kids don't like haircuts.
大多数孩子会一看见剪刀就害怕地尖叫吗 Do most kids start screaming whenever the scissors come out?
也许我们能一起试试 Um, maybe we could do it together.
我一直在帮我父亲剪头发 I used to cut my dad's hair, like, all the time.
我记得你说过你没有家人 Thought you said you didn't have a family.
我是没有 I don't, um...
我只是想说 我以前经常帮人剪头发 I just meant I used to cut it before.
我能试试吗 Shall I try?
当然 Sure.
只用…… Just, um...
只用鼓励一下他 Just encourage him to be himself.
这个小卡车真酷啊 This, um, this truck seems cool.
我很喜欢这个外观 I love the shape of it.
真了不起 That's amazing.
他从不允许我们这样做 He's never let us do this.
我们一般都是等他睡着了才能进行 We usually have to wait until he's asleep.
轰轰 Zoom, zoom.
我很喜欢 I like it.
这个你可以当做纪念 So, uh, you can remember.
谢谢 Thanks.
你能收拾一下这里吗 Can you just clean this up?
我要去躺一会儿 I gotta go lay down.
他只是认为我在帮他 All he thinks is I keep helping him.
你觉得我以后能拥有自己的一个家吗 Do you think that I'll be able to have a family one day?
玛丽贝思 Marybeth,
你知道我对你的看法 you know how I feel about you.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你有纸巾吗 Do you--do you have a tissue?
有的 孩子 Of course, sweet child.
没事的 哭没关系的 It's okay. It's okay to cry.
噢噢 Oh. Oh! Oh.
没事的 没事的 Okay. It's okay.
没事的 没事的 It's alright. It's okay.
别 Don't--
噢 对不起 Oh, I'm sorry!
-没关系 -我很抱歉 -It's--it's okay, um... -I'm so sorry!
你在这等一会儿 Uh, just wait right there.
对不起 韦尔什医生 I'm sorry, Dr. Welsh.
没关系 It's fine.
好吧 在我们结束之前 Well... before we wrap up for today,
你要知道 你一定能过上你想要的生活 just know that you can manifest the life that you want,
只要功夫深 铁杵磨成针 you just have to be dedicated to it.
你要做一个好女孩 玛丽贝思 You have to be a good girl, Marybeth.
我能做到 I can do that.
我们晚上九点回来 We'll be back by nine.
餐厅的电话就写在冰箱上 The number for the restaurant's on the fridge.
十点 Ten.
-好了 走吧 -别催了 -Alright, come on. - Stop.
再见 孩子 Bye, kiddo.
我给你准备了一种特别的新药 I have a new, special medicine for you.
每片药都滴上一滴 A drop for every pill.
这药帮助了我看到真相 This has helped me see the truth.
现在你也可以 And now, you can too.
这是我们的秘密 好吗 约翰尼 It'll be our secret, okay, Johnny?
就像你藏的宠物 你的兔兔 Like your pet, your rabbit?
我们互相分享重要的大秘密 Sharing a secret, a big, important one,
说明我们爱着彼此 just means we love each other
甚至更多 even more.
走吧 还有时间 Come on. There's still time.
我们出门玩 Let's play house.
快看 约翰尼 看这些颂歌者 Look, Johnny! Look at the carolers!
那是血吗 Is that blood?
不是 No.
那是个新伤口 It's a new one, isn't it?
该死的 丽贝卡 It is. Goddamn it, Rebecca!
这跟你没有关系 It doesn't have anything to do with you.
是 我只是不能理解 Yeah, well, it does. I just don't understand it.
我不明白 我们已经安排好了晚餐 I don't get it. We--we planned this whole dinner,
也盛装打扮了 你看上去美极了 we got all fancy, you look beautiful--
我们回家吧 Let's go home.
-为什么 -回家吧 -Why? Why? -Just go home.
你变了 You're different.
我没有 I'm not.
你对我来说变了 You're different to me.
-我没有 -也许你说的对 -I'm not. -You know, maybe you're right.
-我们应该回家 -我没有变 -We should just go home. -I'm not different.
我们不是一直都这样做吗 This is what we always do.
-停车 -噢 -Stop! -Oh!
噢 Oh!
噢 不 没事的 Oh, no! Oh! It's okay!
我没有看到他 我没有看到他 I didn't see him!I didn't see him!
给我滚开 Get the fuck away!
你怎么样 你吐了吗 You okay? Are you throwing up?
你们怎么会跑到街上 Why were you in the street?
-你干了什么 -我给了他糖果 -What did you do? -I gave him candy.
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
-噢 -过来 -Oh! -Come here.
你走开 Get away!
约翰尼 Johnny.
妈妈 Mommy!
他这辈子从没开口说过话 He's never spoken his entire life.
妈妈 Mommy.
妈妈 妈妈 Mommy. Mommy.
-妈妈 妈妈 -我在呢 -Mommy, Mommy, mommy. -I got you.
没事的 没事的 You're okay. You're okay.
-你没事的 -妈妈 -You're okay. -Mommy.
没事了 不会有事的 You're okay now. It's all gonna be okay.
-把他还给我 -约翰尼 -Go on. Give him to me! -Johnny!
你离我家人远点 Get the fuck away from my family!
妈妈 Mommy!
没事的 约翰尼 回家吧 It's okay, Johnny. Just go home.
-妈妈 -没事的 - Mommy! - You're okay.
-你没事的 -妈妈 -You're alright. Come on. -Mommy!
说话 Speak.
谁是你妈妈 约翰尼 谁才是你妈妈 Who's your mommy, Johnny?Who's your mommy?
谁才是你妈妈 Who is your mother?!
谁 Who?
请说话 Please say it.
请说话 快说 Please say it.Just say it.
谁是你妈妈 约翰尼 Who's your mommy, Johnny?
希望你能理解丽贝卡 What you have to understand is Rebecca--
我听见了 I heard.
我搞砸了 I fucked up.
都怪我 It's my fault.
米莉 米莉 Millie, Millie, Millie, Millie.
你所做的事 What you did...
很了不起 was a wonderful thing.
别哭了 Please don't cry.
嘿 别哭了 No, hey. Please don't cry.
我受不了你哭 I can't handle you crying.
他开口说话了 He spoke.
这多亏了你 米莉 That's because of you, Millie.
嘿 Hey.
米莉 Millie.
看着我 Look at me.
看着我 Look.
你很好 You're good.
会没事的 It's gonna be okay.
好吗 Alright?
我需要你 I need you.
你身上好臭 You smell.
每一天 Every day
我为了满足他的需要 it gets harder and harder to be
过得越来越艰难 what I need to be for him.
嘿 Hey.
会没事的 It'll all be okay.
只要你这次能支持我 If you would just be with me on this.
我们要维持这个家庭 We need to keep this family together.
你去哪里了 Where were you?
抱歉我回来的有点晚 I'm sorry I'm a little bit late.
在你18岁时我们就说好了的 艾米丽 We made a deal when you turned 18, Emily.
看看我为了你都做了什么 Look what I've already done for you.
你根本就不喜欢你的妻子 You didn't even like your wife.
我知道了 好的 I know. Okay.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你说的对 没错 You're right. That's it.
你一直以来 You have been
都对我很有耐心 so patient with me.
是时候回报你了 It's time for your reward.
解开皮带吧 爸爸 So, take off your belt, Daddy.
嗯哼 Mm-hmm.
我知道要怎么取悦你 I know how to make you happy.
你要干什么 What are you do--!
你 You...
就是个人渣 are a dirty,
人渣 dirty man!
杰克（否认喜欢我第一任继父） Jake.
西蒙 Simon.
安德鲁（迷恋我腿的继父） Andrew.
罗杰 Roger.
很抱歉弄伤了你的手 So sorry about your hand.
他最近很不安分 He's been so unsettled lately.
我不会太过担心的 麦克尔斯太太 I wouldn't worry about it too much, Mrs. Michaels.
雅各布也是这么说 That's what Jacob says.
他开口了 这才是重点 He spoke, that's what's important.
你认为他为什么会开口说话 And--and why do you think he spoke?
-为什么现在才说话 -额 -Why now? -Uh...
我能想到的唯一变量因素就是他的药物 the only variables that I can think of are his medication,
还有你说的那个新来的保姆 and his new babysitter you told me about.
他新来的保姆 His new babysitter.
我们不能排除所有的可能性 It's important not to rule anything out.
总之现在 Right now. In fact,
我们加大用药剂量 let's increase his medication
看看能不能出现一样的情况 and see if we can get the same results.
我不想要她来了 I don't want her back here.
我很担心他的暴力倾向 I'd worry about the violence.
你认为他是跟谁学的 Who do you think he learned that from?
你喜不喜欢她并不重要 Whether or not you like her is not what matters.
重要的是约翰尼喜欢她 What matters is that Johnny likes her,
而且 你说他吐出了糖果 and besides, you said that he vomited candy.
-是的 -糖会加重他的过敏 -Yes. -Sugar exacerbates
我们都知道这点 不要再给他糖了 his allergies, we know this. No more sugar.
我对他的情况很看好 麦克尔斯太太 I'm really hopeful about this, Mrs. Michaels.
我觉得你也应该保持乐观 I think you should be too.
吃吧 Eat.
嘿 孩子 Hey, bud.
我看到你享受着帝王般的待遇 Getting the royal treatment, I see.
他刚才差点开口说话了 我发誓 He almost said something and just now, I swear.
你走进来 估计把他吓到了 You came in. I guess you scared him.
我 Me?
吓人吗 Scary?
看看有啥吃的 Whatcha got there?
嗯 Mm-mmm.
真好吃 That's delicious.
-这是啥 -我做的苹果酱 -What is this? -I made apple jam.
考虑到他不能吃草莓 Figured it was a good second choice
所以我想这会是很好的次选 since he's not allowed to have strawberry seeds.
我从后院摘来的 加入的蜂蜜 I picked them from the yard and I used honey.
没有放糖 No sugar.
你做的吗 You made this?
我的天啊 Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
不 约翰尼 No! Johnny!
约翰尼 不 Johnny, no!
不 不 No! No!
不 No!
约翰尼 天啊 Johnny! God.
你不能这样对你父亲 You--you can't do that to your father.
不可以 You just can't.
因为你爱他 'Cause you love him.
还有 我也爱他 And... and I love him too.
你也爱我 对吗 And--and you love me, right?
你还记得我说的吗 And you remember what I said about
重要的秘密 important secrets, don't you?
如果这里有对我十分的重要的事情 If there was something that was really, really important to me
你会理解我的 对吗 you would understand, right?
因为如果你想让我成为你的家人 Because if you want me to be part of your family,
我就必须让你帮我做一件事 I'm gonna have to ask you to do something for me.
你下次和她独处的时候…… The next time you're alone with her...
这是个天大的秘密 But it's gotta be a big secret.
比你的兔子秘密还要大 Even bigger than your rabbits.
如果我成为你的妈妈 And if I'm your mommy,
你真正的妈妈 your real, true mommy,
那你就再也不用藏起你的兔子了 then you won't have to hide your rabbits anymore.
我会帮你把它们挖出来 I'll dig them up for you.
哦 Oh...
嗨 Hi.
对不起 对不起 I'm sorry.I'm sorry.
没关系 It's okay.
我喜欢 I like it.
我喜欢你这样 再来 I like you like that. Do more.
我能吃下你 I can eat you.
我喜欢这样 I like it.
你喜欢她吗 Do you like her?
约翰尼 你喜欢她吗 Johnny, do you like her?
比起其他保姆 你是不是更喜欢她 Do you like her more than the other babysitters?
你是不是 Do you like her
更喜欢她 more than them?!
你是不是喜欢她 胜过喜欢妈妈 Do you like her more than Mommy?
是不是 Do you?!
别怪错了东西 Don't blame the wrong thing.
切开苹果的不是刀子 It's never the knife that cuts the apple.
而是人 It's the person.
我再也不需要这个了 I don't need this anymore.
你治好了我和约翰尼 You healed me and Johnny.
现在我所做的一切 And everything I do now,
都是出自本心 is just purely me.
这感觉真是太棒了 It is going to be so great.
就好像上帝创造出爱与性的时候 It's like when God created love and sex,
他想到了我们 he had us in mind.
我知道你会说我太年轻了 And I know you'd say I'm too young,
不过我对他们来说可不年轻 but I wasn't too young for them.
我听到他们说起过 I've heard about some of them since,
在新闻里 in the news.
他们称之为离奇自杀 They call them "strange suicides".
但从没提到过艾米丽 But they'll never mention Emily
或者玛丽贝思 or Marybeth,
也不会提到米莉森特 and they'll never mention Millicent either.
你还认为我不暴力吗 Do you still think I'm not violent?
这事就好像舔棒棒糖 It's like licking a lollipop.
一开始时 外表色彩鲜明 At first, so colorful and new.
但过了一会儿 But after a while,
味道就变了 it doesn't taste the same.
那些色彩 And all the colors...
全部融化到一起 they just bleed together
变成一团丑陋的灰色 into this ugly, ugly gray.
灰色是最糟糕的颜色 Gray is the worst color of all.
为我感到高兴吧 Be happy for me.
我知道你认为他会对我失望 I know you think he'll disappoint me
就像其他人那样 但他不会 like all the others, but he won't.
因为我做这些不是为了我自己 Because I'm not doing it for me,
也不是为了他 and I'm not doing it for him,
而是为了约翰尼 I'm doing it for Johnny.
家人 And family
才是最重要的 is the most important thing.
对不起 I'm sorry.
最开始的时候 In the beginning,
我也以为你会有所不同 I thought you were different.
但后来发现 你和其他人都一样 But it turns out, you're just like all the rest of them.
不过没有关系 因为我最终 But it's okay because I finally
找到了一个归宿 found the one.
属于我的归宿 My one.
至少我是这么希望的 At least, I really hope so.
下午好 麦克尔斯太太 Good afternoon, Mrs. Michaels.
我们不再需要你了 米莉森特 We'll no longer be needing you, Millicent.
不 No.
这样是为了约翰尼好 This is what's good for Johnny.
我对约翰尼才是最好的 I am what's best for Johnny.
约翰尼 Johnny!
你 你什么都不知道 You! You don't even know!
你是个坏母亲 You are a bad mother!
你什么都不知道 You don't know!
你甚至都不喜欢他 You don't even like him!
约翰尼 约翰尼 Johnny! Johnny!
是我让他开口说话的 I'm the one who got him to speak!
约翰尼 John-- Johnny!
啊 Ow!
我才是他的妈妈 I'm his mother!
约翰尼 Johnny!
我们不用再担心她了 We don't have to worry about her anymore.
妈妈已经处理好了 Mommy's taken care of it.
我想让你知道 I wanted to show you
我有多么爱你 how much I really love you.
即使在你发病的时候 Even when you're not your best.
即使在你暴露本性的时候 Even when you're your truest self.
我都会支持你的 I'll stick by you.
不管发生什么 No matter what.
天啊 米莉 Jesus Christ, Millie!
我差点割到你 你不能这样 I almost cut you. You can't do that.
你爱我吗 Do you love me?
什么 What?
你爱我吗 Do you love me?
米莉 我…… Millie, I...
我很在乎你 I care very much about you.
那不一样 That's not the same.
你想干嘛 What do you want?
我想和你更进一步发展 I want more from you.
我没说过我可以更进一步 I never said I could be more.
没有经过考验的爱就是一盘散沙 Love is weak when it goes untested.
没有考验 我们就总会遇到那些 Without tests we might always be surrounded
不够合适的人 by the not-good-enough.
那个想抢走你家庭的贱人 And the crazy cunt who tries to steal your family
只会让你更加坚强 can only make you stronger.
是不是她给你的 Did she give this to you?!
对不起 I'm sorry.
对不起 对不起 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
妈妈 Mom!
妈妈 妈妈 Mom! Mom!
你和我在一起时 You don't have to pretend
不用伪装 雅各布 with me, Jacob.
我了解你 I know you.
呆在这儿 Stay in there!
你相信我的 对吗 You believe me, don't you?
如果你爱我 If you love me,
就给我想要的一切 you'll give me what I want.
你想永远体验这种感觉吗 Do you want to feel this way forever?
如果你想我成为你的家人 If you want me to be part of your family,
你就必须除掉她 you'll get rid of her.
丽贝卡 Rebecca!
-是的 -丽贝卡 丽贝卡 -Yes-- -Rebecca! Rebecca!
不不不 No, no, no!
让开 Get back!
约翰尼 约翰尼 Johnny. Johnny.
约翰尼 Johnny!
妈妈 Mom-- Mommy.
-等等 约翰尼 不要 -约翰尼 住手 -Wait, Johnny, no-- - Johnny, no!
-约翰尼 住手 -不要 - Johnny, stop! -No!
约翰尼 Johnny!
如果约翰尼继续这样 我们就要没有地方埋了 If Johnny keeps this up, we're gonna run out of room.
我得多买几块地才行 I'll have to buy the lot behind us.
是啊 Yeah, sure.
下次 我们就种些柑橘 Next time, we can do citrus.
那我就得再写一本书来付钱了 And I'll have to write another book to pay for it.
我要去做个苹果派 I'm gonna go make an apple pie.
听着很好吃 Sounds delicious.
不是给你做 是给约翰尼做 It's not for you. It's for Johnny.
你不再担心糖了吗 You're not worried about sugar anymore?
他就是他 He is who he is.
我不觉得一个派会有什么影响 I don't think a little pie will make a difference.
你觉得呢 Do you?
快收拾完 Finish this.
我得重新找保姆了 I have to go find a new sitter.
我知道现在睡觉有点早了 I know it's a little early for your bedtime.
不过今天不同寻常 It's been an unusual day.
谁是你妈妈 约翰尼 Who's your mommy, Johnny?
谁才是你妈妈 约翰尼 Who's your mommy, Johnny?
我的好孩子 That's my boy.